it’s not that im not good enough

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAA you thought whaaaaaat??? LOL is that why? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA kay then hahahha if you think so roflmao

that is the most ridiculous reason/accusation ever LOL

surprised how you didnt know me well enough and you just chose believe them

open your eyes and turn around

now ask yourself what do you see? do you realize what was happening behind all this??

but anyway doesn’t matter now LOL found my answer HAHHAHAHAHA

oh my goodness xDDD loool

我看錯了你

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Gotta Find You on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/20833901

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<3 the football cloth..

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Disconnect ~ Reconnect

I feel like I need to take a step back and disconnect from my world for a bit. You know like go backpacking and just go out and actually live life and be alive again. Just me and my backpack (: Maybe my bike can come along too hahhaha (: Meeting new people in a sense of just solely interacting with them and trying to view life in different perspectives instead of mainly aiming to make friends. If you get what I mean.

I feel like there’s a part of me that’s not been very me lately and it’s intoxicating me. It’s like there’s this part of me that’s been really dark and “evil”. I don’t even understand how this came about. It’s just wrong and I need to change it. I need to go out and find myself again and make some adjustments to my attitude towards people, life and myself.

Hence I deactivated my facebook account and I won’t be going on skype for a while. Twitter? Hmm maybe? Tumblr? We’ll see (:

Forgive me. I just feel like it’s the right thing to do. Allow me to disobey and do something I want just this once.

I feel the need to do this for myself.

I’ll be back and when I am I’ll be better than I was yesterday (: Until then good luck to you all. May your days be filled with sunshine and smiles, laughter and love too.

Love,

Dough

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aestheticaspirations:

Song: “Miserable at Best” (2)

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Most painful part is waking up. That wrenching feeling when your heart starts up again for a new day. It’s like having a phantom limb with phantom pain. Knowing it’s not there anymore but yet you can still feel it. Feeling the physical pain when it’s all just psychological. After half an hour or so you’ll come to realize that it’s not there anymore and it never will be. Then the pain subsides.